Looking Ahead

Looking ahead towards to a happier and more better life. Life has not been smooth, many emotions and I just want the happy times that I had before...those were the times that I really treasure alot and each second now means alot to me...is happiness something that we need to run and catch for?

To just go for something that you really treasure is it wrong? Lord, why did you create me the way I am...why did you have to put in me so much feelings n emotions? Where has gone wrong?.......

I need something positive to look forward to